The Book Under the Mattress
Mom found the notebook on a Saturday, doing the wash, the kind of ordinary afternoon nothing bad is supposed to happen in.
I was at the kitchen table doing homework when she came out of my room holding it open, her face doing something I'd never seen it do before — not angry exactly, more like she'd opened a drawer expecting socks and found something alive instead.
"What is this, Junie?"
Thirty-one marks by then. Thirty-one, and dates next to some of them, and next to the worst ones, single words. Rain. Cold. 22 min.
For one whole second, my heart did something like flying. Here it was. Proof, sitting right there in her hands, in my own handwriting, impossible to argue with.
"It's what happens," I said. "When Poppy gets sent outside. I wrote it down so somebody would believe me."
I watched her read a few more lines. I watched her face change again, folding into something smaller and harder.
Then Grant came in from the hallway, took one look at the notebook, and laughed — not mean, just tired, the laugh of a man who'd heard this joke before. "Oh, that. Junie's been telling Poppy stories about a 'rain club,' some game where you get a point every time you go outside. Right, munchkin?" He looked straight at me. "Isn't that the game?"
"It's not a game," I said. My voice came out smaller than I wanted it to.
"Junie." Mom's voice had gone flat, careful, the voice she used when she was choosing her next words like they cost money. "Honey, is this real, or is this... one of your stories?"
"It's real. I counted the minutes myself. Ask Poppy—"
"Poppy's three. She agrees with whatever you tell her to agree with." Mom closed the notebook. Just closed it, like a door. "I think you've been feeling left out since Grant moved in, and I think this is how it's coming out, and I need you to stop scaring your sister with this."
"I'm not scaring her. He is."
The silence after that word sat in the kitchen like weather.
"Go to your room," Mom said quietly. "We'll talk when you're calmer."
I went. Behind me, before my door shut, I heard Grant say, easy as anything, "Maybe it's time Poppy had her own room. Might be healthier, some space between them."