Cold Hands, Warm Room
By the time Grant unlatched the door, Poppy's lips had gone the pale purple of the juice she'd spilled. She didn't cry anymore by then — she'd learned that crying didn't open doors faster, it just used up air she needed for shivering.
Mom scooped her up like nothing had happened, rubbing her arms fast through the towel. "There, see? All better. Wasn't so bad, was it, baby?"
Poppy didn't answer. Poppy had started doing that too — going quiet instead of answering, like a phone with the ringer switched off.
"She's freezing, Mom." I said it low, the way you test ice before you put your weight on it.
"She's fine, Junie. Kids run cold." Mom pressed her lips to Poppy's hair and looked up at Grant like he'd just fixed something that was broken. "Honestly, I don't know what we did before you started helping with bedtime stuff. She goes down so much easier now."
That was true. Poppy went down easy now. She went down easy because by the time bedtime came she was too tired to fight anything, including sleep.
"It was fifteen minutes," I said. I'd counted on the microwave clock. "Not five."
Grant's eyes came to me slow, the way they always did when I said a number out loud, like I was a smoke alarm going off for no reason.
"Junie exaggerates," he said to Mom, not to me. "You know how she gets when she's tired."
"I'm not tired." I wasn't. I was wide awake, the way you get wide awake when you're the only one in a room who can see the actual shape of things.
Mom sighed the sigh she saved for me lately, the one that meant she loved me but wished I'd stop making rooms feel smaller than they were.
"Go get ready for bed, sweetheart."
I went. But in the hallway I stopped, because Grant was still talking, low, to Mom, and I caught four words before I made myself keep walking.
"...maybe longer next time."