The Locked Drawer
The silence stretched so long that Gareth turned to look at Ingrid, half expecting her to laugh it off. She didn't laugh.
"She's seven, Gareth," Ingrid said instead, voice gentle now, performing gentleness like a woman rehearsing lines. "Seven-year-olds process grief in strange ways. The school counselor mentioned this exact kind of thing might happen — magical thinking, wish fulfillment. It's textbook."
"It's not a story," Poppy said. "She has a scar. Right here." She touched her own eyebrow. "And she hums the song from my music box. The real one. Not the pretend one."
Gareth felt something cold move through him — not belief, not yet, but the first crack in the version of his life he'd been living in for four years. Sylvie had died in the accident. He'd stood at the funeral. There had been no body to release, the roads too damaged, the recovery too complicated, and Ingrid — then just a family friend helping him survive the worst month of his life — had handled the arrangements while he drowned.
He hadn't questioned it. Why would he have questioned it?
That night, after Poppy finally slept, he went looking for answers in his own house. He didn't know what he was looking for. He found it anyway: the bottom drawer of Ingrid's desk, locked, when nothing else in the house was ever locked.
He used a letter opener. He wasn't proud of it.
Inside: a phone he didn't recognize, black, cheap, the kind you bought with cash. One contact saved. A single letter — S.
His thumb hovered over the thread of messages before he opened it, and for one long second he almost put the phone back, almost told himself this was a violation he couldn't undo.
He opened it anyway.
Visiting hours end at nine. Keep her calm before you bring the girl. If she asks about him again, tell her he's remarried and happy. She needs to believe there's nothing left to come back to.
Gareth sat down on the floor of his second wife's office, and read it three more times to be sure it said what he thought it said.