The Locked Box
Callum couldn't sleep. Not with his mother's face still doing that thing in his head — relief and panic in the same square inch, like she'd been braced for a call that hadn't come yet.
He waited until the house went quiet, until Warren's breathing drifted faint and steady through the wall, before padding down to the garage in socked feet.
He didn't know what he was looking for. He just knew Warren kept things in there nobody was supposed to touch — a steel filing cabinet wedged behind the water heater, locked with a padlock that had used the same combination since Callum was twelve and caught trying birthdays.
His own birthday worked. It always had. He just never used it before tonight.
Inside: tax folders, warranty booklets, a manila envelope of house paperwork. And underneath all of it, a spiral notebook with a football sticker peeling off the cover — the kind you'd buy a six-year-old.
He flipped it open under his phone's flashlight.
Every page was a date. A score. An opponent. Sometimes a single line of commentary — *rained the whole 3rd qtr, stayed anyway. C. threw for 140.* Going back years. Going back, Callum realized with a slow crawl up his spine, to Pop Warner. To games he didn't even remember playing, coached by men whose names he'd forgotten.
On the last written page, a running tally, updated in Warren's blocky handwriting like he kept a checkbook balanced:
*Games attended: 211*
*Games possible: 215*
Two hundred and fifteen games in eleven years. Warren had missed four. Four.
Callum's throat tightened in a way he didn't have a name for yet. He almost closed the notebook right there — almost let it be the sweetest, strangest thing he'd ever found and left it alone.
Then his flashlight caught the edge of something tucked into the back cover. An envelope, older, its glue yellowed, sealed shut. Across the front, in handwriting that wasn't Warren's blocky print but Noelle's looping cursive, four words:
*If he ever asks.*
Somewhere above him, a floorboard creaked.
Callum's thumb was already under the flap.