The Whole Table
Vesta was wrong, in the end, though it took three months and more paperwork than I ever want to see again for anyone to prove it.
Priya was the one who fought for it, actually — she told me later that once the investigation confirmed I'd been the one shielding Pip and Birdie for over a year, taking the weight off them so consistently that a caseworker in another county might never have caught the pattern at all, she wasn't about to let some intake form split the three of us up over a technicality.
"Siblings by blood, siblings by everything else," she told the judge. "I've seen the file. These three are family. That's not up for debate."
It turned out Vesta — the courts eventually used her real name, Doreen Marlene Aldrich, though I still think of her as Vesta most days, since that's the version I actually had to survive — had run four different households under four different names across four counties over almost six years. Nineteen children total, once they finished counting. Nineteen kids who'd been collected like line items on a spreadsheet, and moved along the second a county got too curious.
The system hadn't caught her because the system had never once looked sideways, only forward — one county closing a file the moment a kid crossed a border, never checking whether the woman on the other side of that border had a different name and the same face.
Priya told me they'd changed some of that, after. Not everything — she was honest about that much, and I respected her more for not pretending it was fixed for good. But something.
As for us — Pip, Birdie, and me — we ended up with a woman named Marisol who fostered exactly three kids at a time, no more, because, she told us the first week, "I want to actually know your names, not just your file numbers."
Check day still comes at our house. I still hear the mail truck some mornings and feel my whole body brace out of habit.
But nobody lines up in the kitchen anymore. Nobody counts us like currency.
There's a chair at our table for each of us — three chairs, no extras, nobody waiting in a suitcase by the door for a fourth. Just the three of us, elbows bumping, Pip stacking plates he isn't supposed to touch, Birdie laughing so hard milk comes out her nose, and me, finally, just a kid at a table, instead of a kid standing in front of one.