The Car Behind Us
Marlowe didn't tell Graham about the emails. Not yet. She needed something more solid than five words that could mean a hundred things.
She needed Nell.
The next afternoon, while Corinne was out and Graham was on a call, Marlowe sat cross-legged on Nell's bedroom floor and pulled out the deck of cards they used to play with before everything changed.
"Go Fish?" she offered.
Nell almost smiled. Almost.
They played three rounds before Marlowe asked, gently, like she was stepping onto ice, "Do you remember the night Mommy's car crashed?"
Nell's hands went still around her cards.
"You don't have to talk about it," Marlowe said quickly. "I just — I miss her. I like remembering things about her."
Long silence. Then, so quiet Marlowe almost missed it: "I was there."
Marlowe's whole body went cold. "What do you mean, baby?"
"I snuck in the back. I wanted to surprise her, she was picking up my birthday cake." Nell's eyes filled but didn't spill. "I hid under the blanket so she wouldn't send me home. She didn't know."
"Okay," Marlowe breathed. "Okay. What happened?"
"There was a car behind us. It kept getting closer, even on the straight part where you're supposed to go slow." Nell's small fingers twisted the edge of the blanket on her bed. "Mommy kept looking in the mirror. She said a name."
"What name?"
Nell's face crumpled, fear and grief tangled together. "I'm not supposed to say."
"Nell. Please."
"Corinne." The word came out like something dragged from underwater. "She said Corinne was following too close, and then—" Nell's whole body shuddered. "Then it was really loud, and then I don't remember, and then I was in the hospital and nobody knew I'd been in the car at all because I crawled out before anyone came and hid because I was scared I'd get in trouble."
Marlowe stared at her niece — seven years old, carrying a secret bigger than herself for eight months — and felt the ground tilt sideways.
Corinne's car. At the scene. The night of an accident with no other vehicle listed anywhere in the official report.